BAWDY.

and i have to be awake in 2 hours. fml.

today sucked. today was hard. today was fucking shitty. 

i mean, i went to work, got hours. but i lost my company credit card, again. which the first time wasnt my fault, cause it was stolen, but my boss was really pissed about it today. i wasnt able to do what i was suppoused to do at work. work sucked. im not getting paid this weed because of some stupid fucking paperwork i havent done. i lost my new debit card. the one that i just got to replace the one that was stolen. im broke. sosososososo broke. i keep buying shit for people. im too nice. i got a speeding ticket yesterday, which is a whole separate thing. the boy i like keeps texting me about how his ex-bf that hes still in love with is an asshole and dosent give a shit, when all i ever do is make myself available. i make myself available all the time. to everyone. always. and im pissed because nobody ever does the same for me. 

im turning off my phone a sleeping for like 12 hours.

and ok. im done wallowing in my own self pitty. i just needed to kindof vent for a second. ugh. 

hooray-o